Feeling Lost...

Have you ever had those days where you just feel lost? One day every thing is fine and you feel like you could take on the world, the next day you feel like you might as well just roll over and die. What's the point of existing? Are you even making an impact on the world around you? Would anybody even notice you were gone?

Life is hard. 

Someone asked me the other day how I deal with deal with stressful situations. I replied, "Sometimes I call out to God and sometimes I lose my cool." 

At one time in my life I don't think I could have answered that so honestly. I would have answered with something very religious like a scripture or something and then told them to keep on keeping on. 

Sometimes people need our honesty, they need to know life sucks sometimes but you can't stay there.

Yesterday started off as a horrible awful day. I was just in a rotten, awful mood and I didn't even want to be around me. But then I realized I had to cry out to someone better than me, someone stronger than me, and I cried out to God to help me lose the attitude. I didn't instantly feel joyous and happy. But I did feel better knowing that God was there and He was right by me despite my poor mood.

​The day turned around and got better.