If my heart continues to empty, through a hole that's GOD-shaped why do I always attempt to stop the bleeding with other things? -Nicole Donoho
This is not to say that God created the hole in my heart. God created the whole of my heart, the fall of humanity cracked a hole in His creation. It bleeds and longs to be restored to it's wholeness. The bleeding and hemorrhaging of my heart is painful. It longs to be made well. It longs to be made whole once more.
God is the missing piece to make my heart whole once more. Every time that I try to stop the bleeding with other things it just makes a mess, it just hurts even more.
I seek others to stop this bleeding of my soul but their actions do very little to console.
I run farther, I strive harder, I seek more. I give up, I retract, I withdraw.
Nothing that I do will stop this bleeding of my heart.
This hole in my heart is GOD-shaped, nothing in this world can heal the ache I feel. Nothing in this world is capable of covering that hole and making my heart whole once more.
What do I do with this knowledge? Surely, my heart will soon empty, surely my life will soon end. If there is nothing I can use to to stop the bleeding of my soul I suppose there is only one thing that I can do.
I climb upon the alter and give my heart to You. God, of all the universe, of everything I know, I ask this simple thing. My heart's a bloody mess but when my heart is fully emptied, when there's nothing left of me. Will you fill it up, will you make it whole and beautiful to see?
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